i should be very tired, but i have to finish this article before i sleep. yes, it's about the convocation season again (and the timeline with it), and i should be ashamed of myself as this should be happening last year.
entering the 7th month of 2010 there's a twist in my fairly smooth year, first i decided to strike out! instead of waiting for invitations and recommendations that so far never happened i decided to organize the concert i've anticipated for so many years. while it's still in a very crude form but i believe there will be a music band that willing to support my idea! the problem remains recruiting reliable comrades that will give you a helping hand rather than giving you a headache nuisance. i really hope there are music bands (chinese or traditional orchestra) that saw the article and give us a much needed helping hand and i'll surely will keep looking for those who are passionate about the idea! my idea is simple, using chinese/traditional orchestra infuse with western/electronic element to present a musical concert with a theme of giving tribute to anime/movie/video game ost (yes, we'll be playing songs composed by hans zimmer, joe hisaihsi, nobuo uematsu and so on...). yes, i'm inspired by "eminence symphony orchestra" australia (try google it ok?), i believe it's very doable even we are using traditional music instruments and the effects might be even better!
so, what about this july-august? i've learned that publicity on the internet is utter useless unless you are living in some sort of western-cybertise world where or unless you are some celebrity! instead sticking your getting-fatter butt on chair keep promoting your stuff on facebook or blog, you should do something else, as NO ONE care a damn thing for what you post seriously apart from some agency that keep monitoring what you criticise and might sue you for posting that.
july starts my journey to become an academician, it's not what i've planned for my life and it just turn out that way...it's busy again and something happens that distracted my focus on my studies, a family matter that makes me so heart break for nearly a week..and i really dont have any idea how to solve it, and pls dont ask me what happened, i'm telling you all here just to let you know why i'm in such a down mood recently. ok, my mom involve in car accident a few days ago, another distraction. luckily no ones get hurt and it did used up a big sum of savings to deal with it (repair the car la!). i feel very pressurize in studying phd, i can not understand why all these guys keep accusing us phd students for not working! each day we need to read and read and read, and turn all the reading into some systematic presentation or meaningful information. and i'm pressurize to write papers in gear 5...
how i wish i could be brighter...so that i can automatically gets scholarship, all those institute fighting to give you tons of opportunities. yet this never happens to us as us above-average students forever stays in oblivion when it come to scholarships.. i'm certainly looking for one, but how unfortunately there's extensive $$ for engineering/IT/and business studies offered by private institute, other than that like myself a half breed between science and art student (environmental economics,anyone heard about scholarships for it?) will never get one. with the government's financial situation in an you-know-i-know situation i certainly feel my future is bleak. they say education can get you money, i'm certainly not considered as part of it scholarship wise.
the end!
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