2011

jan

this is the time where CNY is closing in, worried about own concert; attended USM's concert, learned something new and shared some ideas regarding chinese orchestra. suspect my old facebook account been hacked, opened a new one, some old friends refuse to accept my invitation.

feb

invited by UM to give a speech on a conference. a heated session where i took a lot of bullets and also showed my humour side when confronting hostile ppl. still much focus on our concert where i put a lot of efforts.

march

this is the CONCERT month. it went well (sort of), have flaws but still within acceptable errors. a lot of efforts not lost and redeemed some of my pride after the 2009 incident. finally able to showcase musics i love so much in a presentation where awed my friends. thank you all the otians and friends who keep giving supports.

april

a time to say good bye to another badge of friends as they leaving at the end of this semester. my family welcomes a new baby boy. this is another concert month where i need to help my secondary school organize one after the UKM's. the process of application bites and very rush. i like the pressure because it's doing what i like, but tiring. this is also one of the busiest period in 2011 where i need to produce 2 academic articles in this month to comply some irrational rules.

may

a lonely birthday. very much focus on concert as well. hardly have a good sleep. went to a few concerts to get inspirations, very shocked as i offered to sit vip seats in one of the concert!! again learned something new.

june

this is the CONCERT 2.0. my song went ok excluding the arrogant technical support who nearly ruined my prelude video during i conducting my song. unhappy to some of the youngsters' attitude and lack of cooperations. still relief that at least the show is ok and feedback is mostly good. yu hua co showed a lot of potential. in another activity i felt marginalised, perhaps it's time for me to leave the society after loyaly serve them for 6 years. my best friend's wedding and have to go johor in back-2-back weekends.

july

this is a slow month where no activities and universities is having holidays. this is the period where i in need of rest after full throttle in making concerts while doing my thesis.

august

busy, but mostly having holidays and trips. klcc whole day trip is leg killing. hari raya holiday tried to go kuala selangor, end up seeing plenty of cars and people. but this month i also entered emergency ward for the first time due to back injury. have problem moving around for 3 weeks.

september

school reopened. convocation, a last chance to meet ppl you cherish. for some ppl you'll never see them again after that day. rush my thesis presentation b4 the australia trip, still making application to write thesis in english. for the first time ever i attended my current faculty's prom night and for the first time i felt there's privilage as a senior, thank you all my juniors over there. as for my formet faculty, happy that my course have a queen! "non-main-stream" holiday trip to melbourne and areas around. i have a lot of thoughts, very happy and refreshing + 3000+ photos taken. 

october

nth much happens really, just attended a mind blowing motivation course and have new thoughts on life. hope that from now on i can harness my talent better.

november

busy, for the first time ever otukm has become part of the credited co-curriculum subject. i can say the implementation of the policy is in a mess. supervisor or not, i will not give up on ot (at least for now). more hard work to be done. this month is about practice x 1000 times... another best friend's wedding, happy for her!

december

first evaluation of otukm i say we did well in beginner's level. the head of cultural department shared some view and thought with me. happy that we can put up a good line-up and accepatable performance. this is also a month where 0.5 of it is in sickness and have to eneter emergency ward to burn money again because i have breathing problem after serious coughs. all my thesis work were dragged. a lonely new year's eve where i ly on bed having meds.